The Hypocrisy of Social Media Rules

I can't joke about rape and murder on X but, X's premium promoted accounts, including Elon Musk, can post memes about it. X's promoted content triggered my ptsd so, in anger I started retaliating with my own posts and comments only to have my account suspended. I feel worthless and disposed of for a mistake I made when not conscious but, they get to post whatever they want in any state of mind. I can't joke about being a Nazi or Hitler but I can see Nazi and racist propaganda over and over on my feed everyday and Elon Musk can hail Hitler on national television and Hertz employees can call customers "Jewy". They tell people to kill themselves with their posts all day but can't stand the blunt "just kill yourself."

Facebook and Instagram also deleted me from existence for joking about telling people to kill themselves because I have been internet stalked for years now by people that don't follow me but make fun of me and try to ruin my reputation on the daily. I've reached out for help and nobody helped me. I understand that the posts are offensive but it's unempathetic to not critically look at a profile's previous content and details before eliminating them like they're criminals with ill intentions. "I want to kill myself" was the original post that was taken down. Nobody talks to me in real life so where else am I supposed to express myself? They don't even give you a chance to delete your mistakes they just throw you in the trash like garbage. I'll just go kill myself.

Before my accounts were permanently suspended, somebody blew up in front of me in Palm Springs, CA. A nihilistic terrorist attack. Again, a lack of empathy in account review compared to previous posts and the message of the whole page. We're not allowed to make mistakes in trauma but platforms can cause trauma to us and our minds.

I also have post concussion syndrome and lack impulse control especially while drinking now. These were business accounts, so obviously the post would have been deleted when I regained my conscious state. Nobody cares about my life. All of my posts were in response to what I was seeing or my life story. My life story apparently doesn't meet the guidelines of social media platforms but I get to hear about how Hitler killed six million people on a daily basis and child pornography and porn and other graphic imagery. They think they're ethical but they don't know anything about empathy. It's obviously an intoxicated mistake for me to post private details about myself. This is all because Hertz fired me and I was unemployed and dealing with trauma. They deleted all my accounts right as I became employed again. Now I have no one to share with. I'll just go kill myself.

The original idea behind my profiles was to share positivity and love but, I was consistently interrupted by disgusting things that I had no power in avoiding besides not using the platforms at all. They obviously regulate the wrong people and protect themselves. Typical business owners. There is no freedom of speech on social media, not even X, so don't get too excited or crazy. If you want to kill yourself, don't bother reaching out to the "community" because nobody cares about your life or mine.

I was sharing a phase of my life in real time in hopes of finding connection but, apparently my experience and my story isn't worth reading. They think they care about the greater whole when they exclude one person who actually does.

The sarcasm stems from what I see on the platform. X said I violated rules of "violent speech." It was the particular people involved in the post or tagged and that's why they suspended my account. These people think they have more power over the law than we do. Don't want me to tell you to go "rape" someone? Then, don't post memes about rape as the owner of the platform or promote their accounts. It's discrimination against people that "don't matter." Elon Musk uses the platform to brainwash people. I deserve compensation for what I have experienced on the platform and now for being deleted for a joke. Honestly, X is the reason I was deleted from Facebook as well. It's been years of torment from these people.

Here's the story in this incident of my account being deleted:

Elon Musk has been posting stuff about Taylor Swift that pops up on my feed when I have him blocked and don't follow or care about Taylor Swift. He stole a coment from me. I commented on his post "sure, I'll have your baby" in August, 2024 because he kept posting things about how women aren't having babies. He deleted this comment and then created this post on September 11, 2024. https://www.imdb.com/news/ni64819494/. Posts about her and him kept showing up on my feed including fake AI photos of them together. Then started the posts asking questions about him and Taylor Swift from his "not him" accounts so I jokingly said "just rape her already." Why do I have to see all this pointless nonsense on my feed? I have no interest in celebrities or anything that they post. That's why I don't follow them.

I was Elon Musk's and Mark Zuckerberg's biggest fan.

Here's a meme for them: