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Hate Crime After Hate Crime Ignored

Sep 9
7 min read

Updated: 6 days ago

Last year, after I published my blog posts about medical malpractice and was employed by Hilton Grand Vacations, a new hate crime began where the criminals began actually making me "hear voices." This started after I published the article on the ER doctor that wrote that I had "auditory hallucinations," said that I "heard voices telling me to kill myself," and was "psychotic." It started after I took a leave of absence because they gave me EBV at Hilton. I also complained about having to walk through a building with a gas leak on the second floor. After I came back but before I could quit, someone put a device on my car that repeated "you're a schenic," "there was no gassing," and "you're not gabby." At the same time, someone put a device in my apartment that also wouldn't shut up and said gross things about my childhood trauma that I wrote down and gave innacurate representations of the sentences. Even though I started screaming out of the blue and for no reason, the neighbors believed Officer Crocker of CBAT who told them I was hallucinating and who had previously accessed my car and my apartment. So, I have a few suspects. The Palm Springs Police Department, Coachella Valley Property Management, Hilton Grand Vacations, Travel and Leisure, Hertz, Epique Realty, Desert Regional Medical Center, my family, my ex fiance, neighbors and, X stalkers which could be any of the above.


Here is what you need to understand. I know my mind very very well. I spent my whole life paying attention to it. Particluarly, for five years I did nothing but work on my own mind and mental health. I moved to Palm Springs to sell real estate and finish my books on mental health. I have experienced nothing but hate crimes due to my private writing that was never published or posted but that is apparently been shared with groups of people. I have zero mental illness, whatsoever. I do not have voices in my head or suffer mentally. This is of course, backed by doctors. I have been the victim of other hate crimes due to this medical record mistake. Including a woman (Laura Graff) that sprayed me violently with a garden hose at my last apartment where this started. Her friend, another neighbor, knocked on my door and stated "I know you hear voices and I know they're realy getting to you." I had no idea what he was talking about. This was after Officer Crocker and Jonathon Gracian told them I was a paranoid schizophrenic. I told them several times I did not have a mental illness and the y continued to tell whole neighborhood, police department and my landlord (Coachella Valley Property Management) that I did. They made me homeless and the people who violently attacked me still live there. The police still would not investigate even though they basically admitted to getting me kicked out on purpose.


I am dealing with disgusting psychopaths and nobody will help me because I don't have any evidence. They use freudian psychology to try and manipulate me or "convince" me that the voices I am hearing are in my head, due to desires, or because of reasons that aren't true, such as, "you're hungry." These are clearly people that hate women and little girls just like Freud himself. I am not a freudian psychologist and I am not a fan. For example, they are trying to make me masterbate. So then I start screaming for them to shut up and they say "you're horny" or "we know you're horny." Then they go on about how the voices are just telling me what my body wants or needs. Wrong. This is not how my brain works. This is not how I make decisions. I can write a whole book about how I make decisions in cognitive process terms. These people are way dumber than I am and I am tired of being sexually assaulted, harassed, dehumanized and degraded in the United States of America. This is not a free country as long as I have to deal with WW2 crimes. I have been without silence while alone in many places for a year which means I am being spiritually persecuted and my rights as a human, a mammal and as a US citizen are being violated all day and all night long. The only response I get from people is "get mental health help" which is extremely infuritating, immature and unempathetic. "They" are inhibiting my creativity because they never stop talking. It's communism.


"You have a they." "You hear voices." These are the types of things "they" say all day. They are trying to get me to go to a mental hospital and get diagnosed with a mental illness because "they" aren't that smart and misunderstood my private notebook. "They" think my private notebook proves that I have a mental illness when I do not have any mental illness, whatsoever, once again. All of the pronouns in my notebook are real people and "they" read it and are now acting out my childhood menories in the form of "voices" which is abusive and immature. I don't write diwn what people around me are saying..another misconception. Nothing I write is anyone's business. "They" obviously either are trying to make money off of it or are trying to cover for one of the gas poisonings I have had to endure. I am a biologist who graduated high school with honors and am an honors student for my masters in psychology program . I also worked with gas in school and as a career. These people aren't as smart as I am and think that I could have been mistaken on facts and reality. I am always grounded and observant, obviously I can tell when something is inhibiting my breathing since I don't smoke.


"They" are watching my phone screen and know what I am doing all day and all night. I have met a couple other men here in Palm Springs who have a "they" that hates them and tells them to drink and reads their writing etc. It's either that the local FBI and PSPD aren't that smart and are evil, or, nihilistic terrorism is invisible in people's phones and electronics these days. "They" were reading my writing before the nihilist terrorist attack in Palm Springs in 2025. However, I did not "hear voices" until later that year.


Jonathon Gracian of the Riverside County CBAT team, stated that because I hit my head he could prove that I was a paranoid schizophrenic and then continued to try and do so. Do yoy know how many millions of football players have concussions every day? Do they all now hallucinate? Probably none.. I didn't have a brain injury. I was the victim of gas poisoning which everyone continues to call me paranoid over even though it's on my medical record.


"They" are trying to say that they taught me grammar because sometimes I do it and when I don't, they correct me. This is the type of degredation and dehumanization I have to deal with all day long. "They" are trying to say they taught me how to do everything as if I was just born and haven't been independent since I was a child.. which I have. "They" also think I'm horny and say things like "we want you to be horny" as if I care what they want. I want them to get the death peanlty. "They" continue to tell me what to do because based on my private notebook and the medical record mistake, "they" think I hear voices that tell me what to do. This is absolutely disgusting to do to someone. As an empathetic human rights activist that would stand up for you, I am not comprehending humanity's lack of humanity and America's lack of patriotism. I was raised in school and societyto see red flags of communism. This is communist terroism. None of you seem to understand why or the severity of what's happening. None of you even seem to understand my mental strength. Why would I share my knowledge with you? All you all keep doing is using my angry self defense, which is only writing so quite peaceful, to prove that I am an evil person that deaerves to be murdered. You're all gross. You disgust me, to say the least.


Nobody seems to understand the severity of the extent of my rights and freedoms being taken away at this time. "They" keep telling me to eat. It's more than just telling, it's brainwashing. Constant, several times a minute, all day "you need to eat." It's extremely violating. It takes my focus away from everything and it doesn't allow me to connect with my body or my own thoughts and ideas. It's hurting my head. I can't find where it's coming from or record it because it's too quiet. Again, this started September of last year. It makes me postpone eating and lose my appetite. "They" won't stop maling me think about the people that I wrote about or my family which is a violation of my rights and is inhibiting from finishing my work and being creative. They direct my thoughts all day. This is spiritual and psychological torture. They keep me from my connection to nature and from relaxation. "They" keep saying that I believe what I wrote in my private notebook as reality when it was just creative writing. They seem to be admitting to brainwashing me with things like "you think the radio is talking to you." Then a police officer comes to my door and says "do you think the radio is talking to you?" With a smirk on his face. None of this is funny, communist pigs.


Key takeaways:


Next time you hear someone say that they "hear voices," try not to automatically assume the person is mental or suicidal. Stop giving people references for suicide help and mental health help for physical crimes against people, unless of course they need it. I have been told to "get help" by every single person as if technology doesn't exist. In case you're confused on the year, it's 2026 and robots can dance and speak in a human voice. If you're not sure how much neurology is involved in that, you should do some research.


You hear terms like "brainwashing" and "hearing voices" and you assume paranoia..specifically paranoid schizophrenia. This is not reality. Brainwashing has been around at least since WW2, that's how Hitler gained such a following. You can go to YouTube.com and brainwash yourself into anything. Be a little more mindful about ignoring human lives who are victims of crimes. People kill themselves just because you won't listen to what they say.



I have reason to believe that my private writing has been the inspiration to other people's work without pay. Including: comedians, spiritual teachers, neorologists, psychologists, digital content creators, specialist doctors, storytellers/writers, business owners etc.


I don't believe in paranormal activity or anything other than science and technology. I am a biologist and, quite frankly, people should not be suggesting witchcraft like telepathy or paranormal activity when someone is asking for help. I don't believe in ghosts or posession. All of these things have been suggested as a cause by the Palm Springs Police Department and my family.





 
 
 

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